"You don’t love him anymore, that’s a fact. Stop freaking out that you do and that you’ll never love again. You have no idea where the world will take you. Plus, you were able to sit down and think about ten reasons why he doesn’t deserve you, and why you don’t want to date him, in like ten minutes, and at the end, you felt angry and sad. That’s saying a lot. I’m not claiming that you’re over it, because your not. He was you first love, it’s a big deal. You’re probably in some awkward purgatory like place, and you’re beginning to near the light. Hold in there and keep your head held high. This may not make sense to the tumblr community, but you did nothing wrong. He’s the one that left you hanging on by a thread when you waited. In the end, this is his fault. You tried. He didn’t. It’s too late, the story’s over now, the end."
I cried too much last night, but you left a tear.
A whole complete split in my life, and it all happened in the turn of an hourglass.
Something so perfect to me, gone within a heartbeat, pulled apart in one moment.
You don’t feel for me, you don’t yearn for me. I feel so much for you and can’t help but pine for you.
I don’t need you if this is where it is going to go. I need a lover and someone to care more than me for once.
I’m tired of caring too much from everyone and everything, it hurts that little bit more to have it ripped from your clasp. I lost you but it is one more footstep towards me, and getting back to why I deserve more.
I love unconditionally and give everything and I need someone to do the same, and so in this I take comfort, as you weren’t helping me, now I need to heal.
I step out alone now but it will be a good thing in time, I need my independence back now and I need to live for me again. I need to take comfort in my joy and my pleasure.